I go to school and i feel out of place. I walk the halls and its familiar yet strange. Everyone expects me to be something Straight a student Soccer playing stud Fashionista, with a look that still says i don’t care Teachers that think I’m better than i am, Or worse than anything imaginable. I never know what to say, What to do, Who to please. I cant to it all, don’t you know? I’m overflowing with stress, ready to explode. I cant face all the judgement and Deal with what goes on at home.

She thinks i don’t talk about her. Laughable. She thinks i don’t smile at the sight of her. Rediculous. She thinks i don’t enjoy our playful banter. Joke. She thinks i don’t want to take her into my room, close the door behind me and never look back. Why wouldn’t i? She thinks i don’t love her. But i do.

A song so laugh, cry, smile, sleep, dance, smoke, drink, sing at the top of your lungs, and dance to:

I know that it is freezing but i think we have to walk, Just keep waving at the taxi’s they keep turning their lights off. But Julie knows a party at some actors west side loft.

Innocent bliss.

so adorable. The way her hand reachs out when halrity overtakes her. I want to hug her. Quietly, slowly, and without regret. I want it to last one second, yet eternity in the same moment. We would kiss, a quiet secret. Shared between our breath, meeting for just a moment before our lips. Id stare into those eyes and see happiness within Like a sirens sweet song consoling my every misery. I long to spend a day alone with her, Sharing intimate seconds, holding on still to her beautiful innocence. We would walk together on the shores of freedom and distain. We wont have to face their judgemental stares because this day is strictly ours. when the moon begins to caress the horizon and our juncture is coming to an austere end, I pull her in close letting my lips brush first her forehead, her eye lids then finally her cheek. The moon climbs higher into the brilliant black sky, And i know what she doesn’t, That this love doesn’t end with the day.